I’m back

I don’t know even how to start, I don’t really know what I want to tell and what not. Maybe should I start apologizing for being so long gone? Shall I talk again about my little time management problem? Is that something you didn’t know? Maybe you want to know that I’ve been really busy working on my career, the one I want to start as soon as I end up my Maths degree? Or perhaps you want me to tell you about my lack of inspiration lately?

No, I have no other excuses and none of them are a real excuse and I’m ok with that,  I’ve just procrastinated writing on the blog for months and I’m a bit ashamed because this blog is my way of focussing on beautiful things on my life, a way of staying positive when everything around me goes wrong and a way to use my creativity.

So the thing is I’ve been really busy, uninspired and I don’t know how to manage my time in order to do everything I want (any tips?).  But here I am again, trying to make a habit of writing here, I have plenty of goals to achieve, I have plenty of dreams to make come true and I want to share them here. I’ve decided to start one step at a time and not attempting more than I can afford, but it’s not easy to prioritize. I mean, there’s one thing I always put on the top of the list: Graduate. But when it comes to continue with it I never know wich one might be the next.

Sometimes I think that’s because I have no other goal, to graduate is my one and only aim and I’m not really sure about what’s coming next, I don’t know what I want to do after that. Where do I want to live? What kind of job will I accept? Do I really want to work in something related with maths? What would I do if don’t? There are so many other unanswered questions…

So, first of all, I need to make some kind of goal’s list, the ones more immediate, and another one with my long term objectives. I think that’s something I have to work first and later start working on them as hard as I can. I need to sit down and think about it.

Also need to manage my time better, it’s an issue really important for me right now, I need to organize myself better in order to do more spendig less time on it. I’ve been reading a lot about how other people manage their time, I want to know what they do to stay focused and work on everything they have to.

Also, I have a large amount of plans for this blog. I didn’t write here for a long time, but I’ve been creating things. I’ve worked on some earrings, recipes and new ideas that I want to share, but first I wanted to apologize about my desapearing these last months.

I’m sorry! But I’m here again, and I want to make a habit of it, so this time I’m trying hard (I promise!).

Love,

Deborah.

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